Remembering - Photos

March 5, 2007

It's been over a year now since Jeff  "flew to Jesus." There's not a single day goes by that I do not think of my precious son. Some days there are tears; I miss his light-heartedness and his "crossed arms hugs." Some days I just am thankful that HE is safe at home, remembering that WE are the travelers not yet home. Please, Lord, wrap your arms of love around my dear son for me and let him know I love and miss him!! We'll be together again soon.... Love, Mom

Kay Crocker (Kerman, CA)
 

February 19, 2007

I’m Charmaine Francisco from the Philippines and it was too painful for me to be the last to know of Jeff’s departure. I am going to miss every talk, moment, and care we had. Jeff, I would like to thank you for making me feel very special. That even as an angel, you were able to inform me, through strange and mysterious ways, that you already joined dear Jesus. The e-mails that you sent to me last February 2006 for my birthday and your e-mail reminding me of your birthday last June 2006, all of which occurred when you were already in heaven. But as everybody said, you were a blessing to all of us and I know that you’re smiling down on us. I will forever miss you. I would also like to thank the Crocker Family for giving me a chance on this…Prayers… Blueberries up JEFF…

Charmaine Francisco (Manila, Philippines)

February 7, 2007

Greg, Kay & Family,
I cannot believe more than a year has passed since Jeff was ushered into heaven. My prayers continue to be with all of you. I am still in awe of the display of faith and grace you displayed through such difficult times, the impact it made in my faith is immeasurable. I know Jeff is at peace and smiling down on us all.

Jim Lenhart (Fresno, CA)

February 7, 2007

Well, what can I say? Jeff was one of my big brothers who tried his best to protect me. I would come out of my room in something not even slightly immodest and he would say, "You're NOT wearing that!" Oh the joys of having two older brothers! I never got away with anything. Jeff is truly missed by me and my family. A day doesn't go by without Connor or Skylar talking about Uncle Jeff. A couple of months ago we were at the park down the street from our house and Connor looked up at the sky and yelled as loud as he could, "HI!" I said, "Connor, what are you doing?" "I'm talking to Uncle Jeff. Hi Uncle Jeff!!! I miss you! I love you! BYE!" It was heart wrenching. I so believe that his Uncle could see him and hear the love he has for him still. A few days ago Skylar was naming off my family members and saying that she loved them, including Cassie, Jeff's dog. I said, "Skylar, you can still love Uncle Jeff, too." She said, "I love Uncle Jeff. He's in Heaven. We'll see him later." It amazes me how much faith and understanding a 2-year-old can have regarding matters of the Lord! If only we as adults could let go of the little things and get down to the heart of the matter like my precious little girl. Jeff took me for a ride on his motorcycle not long before he met Jesus. What fun! I was so surprised that he took it easy on me. I was quite nervous that he would take off and I would go flying...he was a bit crazy, you know! Nope. He took it slow around the corners and even let me wear his helmet, as he only had one. I miss him. It seems that I miss him more each day as the realization sets in that it could be awhile before I get to see him and hug him and talk to him again. Thank you to everyone for your continued prayers and support. Love you, Jeffy. See you soon! Love your little sister, Kristy

Kristy Hazelrigg (Kerman, CA)
 

February 7, 2007

When we first met the Crocker’s we didn't know that we would be acquainted for a lifetime; our son Michael fell in love with their wonderful daughter Kristy. We couldn't be happier with having Kristy and the rest of her family as part of our family. Greg, Kay, Scott, Jeff, Kristy, Grandma...all of them have meant so much to us. When one of the members is no longer with us, there is a missing piece. We will always miss Jeff's smiles and hugs. Michael's and Kristy's children, Connor, Skylar, and Trevor, have certainly given joy in the midst of the sorrow. The three of them have brought smiles to sad faces. When God promises joy in the morning, we can all think about the joy that we have had in the past, and the joy that we have now, and will have in the future.

Our hearts hurt and rejoice alongside yours.
Love, John and Natalie

John and Natalie Hazelrigg (Rodeo, CA)

February 6, 2007

When we think of Jeff we see that great big contagious smile. In fact you couldn't look at the smile without finding yourself smiling back. No matter how long it was between visits to our home, Jeff would always walk in as if he was just there yesterday. As soon as he walked through the door he would fall on the floor with our two big old dogs, then come over and talk to us for a bit, asking how all the family was doing by name and then head off to find Ryan. And now Jeff's home is with Jesus Christ in heaven and we can just see that big smile and joyous spirit adding to the kingdom of heaven. What a blessing it has been to have Jeff and the whole Crocker family in our lives.

Jack and Anne Sanger (Sanger, CA)
 

February 5, 2007

Dear Greg and Kay,
I can't help but remember Jeff and Scott spending time with my 2 sons Eric and Ryan as their father and I were going through a divorce. Both your sons spent quality time playing basketball with these two young boys that were confused and sad. We all miss Jeff and all of his fun. It was such a wonderful testimony to my sons to watch both Jeff and Scott spend time together as only brothers can. We love your daughter as well as she also spent time with them and made them laugh! I am grateful to have met up with both of you again in your new church. I will always be thankful for the roles your sons have played in the lives of 2 young boys. I pray your hearts will heal so the pain can lessen. I know we all look forward to seeing Jeff again in heaven. Know that he is in the care of He who loves the most! Jeff is walking with Jesus daily! Your sister in Christ, Bobbie Hardig

Bobbie Hardig (Fresno, CA)
 

February 5, 2007

Good memories: I remember being on fishing trips with Jeff, always pleasant and agreeable. Looking for advise as to how to catch fish from someone who was not an expert. Since I rarely caught any. Then there was time when Jeff was in Jr. Hi and we had a day hike in the Teton Mountains. (Greg, Scott, Jeff and Don). A dark threatening cloud came our way and we raced to the car, probably five miles, mostly downhill. I kept telling Jeff I am going to beat you back to the car, then in my fifties, he would race ahead and tease me to catch up, when I did he would then run ahead again. We had a great laugh when we got to the car, just as it started to rain, and Greg and Scott came in drenched. We know we will see Jeff in Heaven. Praise the Lord.

Don Pass (Livermore, CA)

February 4, 2007

Dear Greg and Kay,

Loosing someone hurts real bad and the loss continues especially when it is a loved one, like Jeff.

Your pain is great but we have a loving Heavenly Father who knows all about pain. He gave His life for us that we may live. Praise Him that He reached out and rescued Jeff and took him home to be with Him.

We look forward to the day when we will be joined once again with our loved ones in Heaven. A little meditation and prayer about this is good medication.

God is good and we can trust Him.

Dr. Gerry & Nancy Kraft

February 4, 2007

Crocker Family,

We share sadness over your great loss. We remember what it was like seeing Jeff grow from a small child to a grown man. We recall how you constantly held out Jesus before him throughout his lifetime. We draw comfort from your love displayed to him on a continual basis. What's more, we know that the source of this love is none other than Jesus our Savior. With Christ we are convinced there is enough love for us here and throughout eternity.

Gary & Christine Findley (Shafter, CA)

February 4, 2007

Dear Greg, Kay, Scott and Kristy and family, There are no words that have not already been said or that you have not already heard. I am heartbroken for all of you. With the little contact we had with Jeff, we do recall the joy he had for life. He reminded me of you Greg, when you were little. A special sense of humor. Again, I am so sorry for your loss, but thankful that he knew our Lord and resides with Him now. My love to all of you Marcia 2/4/07

Marcia Armstrong (Chester, CA)

September 7, 2006

Kay and Pastor Greg,
We are shocked and saddened to hear the news of Jeff. He was such a great kid and his spirit was so joyful and friendly. We will always remember his smile and his infectious laugh!!! You will always be in our prayers because, there is no bond as great as that between a parent and child. Our deepest condolences are with you as you grieve.

Eva & Jim Daniel (Stockton)
 

August 23, 2006

Dear Crocker’s,
We were so shocked and saddened to hear about Jeff. He truly was one of my favorite little kids years ago in Richvale. He ALWAYS had such a great sparkle in his eye and such a quick wit, not to mention that million dollar smile! I have so enjoyed looking at your family pictures and what great kids (and now in-law and grandkids!!) you have. I know God will comfort you as miss Jeff, knowing someday you'll be reunited. Take care and we'll continue praying for you. The LaMalfa Family

Jill LaMalfa (Richvale, CA)

March 7, 2006

Greg and Kay, not much to say except that my family is lifting yours up in prayer. We lost a good warrior for Christ in Jeff.. We all need more of his compassion for the lost.

Love always,
Brian, Kathyrn, Kayla, Ben and Kelsey

Brian Olson (Sanger, CA)
 

March 7, 2006

Simple words cannot express the pain of losing a brother - especially if that brother was as big-hearted and loving as Jeff was.

But I am comforted knowing that Jeff had accepted the Lord in his youth. He is now residing in heaven, and someday I will get to see him again.

Scott Crocker (Kerman, CA)

February 26, 2006

Some things just don't make sense. I pray that you experience God's strength, peace and the rest of the fruits of His Spirit in increasing measure as you cope with the loss of a precious and eternal gift from God. Forever keep your son and your wonderful experience in your memory, but carry the hope of being reunited with him in eternity....Condolences..Mark and Trish Schwenne

Mark and Trish Schwenne (CA)
 

February 22, 2006

Dear Crocker Family:

My name is Todd DuBord, and I'm the Senior Pastor of Lake Almanor Community Church in Northern California. I received word of your son's departure to his Heavenly Home, and I just wanted you to know I am very, very sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine the grief you must be experiencing, and pray that our precious Lord will grant you the strength and peace to keep on keepin' on. Don't give up. Don't give in. And know that there are many churches and pastors lifting you up in prayer. This very evening I will be in a prayer meeting and an Elder meeting, and in both of them we will approach God's throne of grace on you and your family's behalf. May God strengthen you, your wife, and your family for the road ahead...

My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest. (Exodus 33:14)

It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not fail you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed. (Deuteronomy 31:8)

The eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms. (Deuteronomy 33:27)

The Lord is a refuge for the oppressed, a stronghold in times of trouble. (Psalm 9:9-10)

I have set the Lord always before me. Because he is at my right hand, I will not be shaken. (Psalm 16:8)

The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is the stronghold of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? Though an army encamp against me, my heart shall not fear; though war rise up against me, yet I will be confident. (Psalm 27: 1, 3)

The Lord is near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18)
Grace and Peace, Todd

Rev. Todd DuBord (Lake Almanor Community Church, CA)
 

February 11, 2006

Our love and prayer are with you as you trust God and His faithfulness to bring you comfort, peace and emotional healing at such a difficult time. We love you and all your family and think of all the wonderful times we have enjoyed together.
Love and prayer, Bob and Audrey

Bob and Audrey Reimer (Arnold, CA)
 

February 9, 2006

Dear Crocker Family;

We are greatly saddened by the loss of Jeff. His smile, laughter, sweet and gently spirit will be missed by all who knew him. Our heartfelt prayers are with you all. We look forward to that day when we will see his smiling face once more.

In His Care, Frank and Sharon

Frank & Sharon Payan (Stockton, CA)

February 8, 2006

To the Crocker family-Our thoughts and prayers are with you. We knew Jeff well and he was a great guy with a big heart. He loved our kids and they loved him too. We wish we could have had a chance to say goodbye to Jeff. He was an intelligent, friendly person with a big heart. Words cannot express how much we are grieving over his death. We will always remember Jeff as a happy kid with a great smile.
May he rest in peace.
We loved you Jeff.

Kim Sacco (Roseville, CA)

February 8, 2006

Jeff had a big bright smile that would light up your day. He was a joy to have at Lone Star. May our thoughts and prayers surround the family during this difficult time.

Janet Lenocker (Del Rey, CA)

February 8, 2006

I'll always miss my golfing, video game, movie buddy. Jeff was the best friend a guy could have. I'm so glad that we, his family, have Christ in our lives to know with full assurance that we will see him again in Glory.

Mike Hazelrigg (Fresno, CA)
 

February 8, 2006

It was a heartwarming experience to see Jeff in the pictures again, having had him in class at Lone Star. He was a great kid.
Marvin Harms Fresno

Marvin Harms (Fresno, CA)

February 7, 2006

WE ARE SO SORRY ABOUT JEFF.
WE REMEMBER HIM WHEN HE WAS JUST 2 YEARS OLD AND RIDING HIS BIKE IN THE LIVING ROOM HERE IN YERINGTON.
LOTS OF OTHER REMEMBRANCES AND WE WILL TREASURE THEM ALL.
OUR HEARTS AND PRAYERS ARE WITH EACH
ONE OF YOU IN YOUR GREAT SORROW.
WE LOVE YOU.  ALL OF THE VAWTERS

Bob, Gwen, Darryl Vawter (Yerington, NV)

February 7, 2006

We will forever miss you little buddy. Our hearts are broken. But we will see you again when God calls us home. I wish I could have seen your face when you first gazed upon the face of Jesus. WOW!
Jeff asked Jesus to forgive his sin when he was a little guy. He asked Jesus to come into his life. It was Scott who led him to the Lord. We will see you soon, little buddy... until then,

Greg and Kay Crocker (Fresno, CA)
 

February 6, 2006

I am so sorry to hear about Jeff. He was always such happy person-I really can't think of a time when he didn't have a smile on his face. My family was very sad to hear the news-especially Cassie. Our hearts go out to your family and you are all in our prayers.

Amber Engelmann (Butler) (Fayetteville, NC)
 

February 6, 2006

What an incredible person Jeff was...such spirit, always smiling, so funny, a joy to have in my class at Lone Star School. His smile will shine on us forever! Here's to you Jeff!

Becky Decker (Fresno, CA)

February 6, 2006

We were so sorry to hear about your brother Kristy. We're praying for your family and thinking of you during this hard time.

Love Ian and Jessie

Jessie Parker (Kingsburg, CA)

February 6, 2006

Dear Crocker’s,
I am so sorry to hear about Jeff, I know we didn't talk much for a while but he was a good person and I regret not talking to him more. Over the last year we had started to email each other back and forth and I will miss that. We were very close for a few years and that was probably some of the most fun that I had he made me laugh and I regret so much not talking to him for so long. I am so sorry.

Cassie Butler (Minot AFB, ND)
 

February 4, 2006

What can someone say when they lose a best friend? Even after all the conflicts that he's been through, he still kept his head up. He was a happy and understanding friend. He knew how to listen, and no matter what, he always gave me good advice. And no matter how he or I felt it always made me feel better. A lot of people did not know him like I did, and that saddens even more, because everyone one should have a friend like him. I will miss him, and I'll remember him for the rest of my life. Goodbye....

David Palms (Fresno, CA)

February 4, 2006

We only had a few encounters with Jeff, but to say the least, will never forget the moments that we had to spend together. He was full of life and made us laugh each time we saw him. He will forever be remember in our hearts and minds. We'll miss ya bud...

Robert & Michelle Sivertson (Fresno, CA)

February 4, 2006

Dear Crocker Family
We hold you close in our hearts and prayers in this time of sorrow. May you find peace and comfort in the arms of our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.

Johnny & Nancy Kinder (Stockton, CA)

February 3, 2006

May God comfort each of you now and in the days ahead. Our prayers are with y'all.
Ann & Norm

February 3, 2006

Dear Greg & Kay-
We're connected through being the parents of your son-in-law Mike's brother-in-law Miles...(I remember you from Kristy's baby shower at our church, Kay). But we're also connected through the church body, & our prayers are with you, for comfort. May God be with you all.
Love, Tom & Jennifer

Tom & Jennifer Cote (Pinole, CA)

February 3, 2006

My heart goes out for the loss of your son. My prayers and thoughts are with you and your family. I am deeply sorry for your loss. Carol

Carol Fuchs (Fresno, CA)
 

February 3, 2006

Our hearts ache with you. He'll have that huge smile forever now. We're praying for you all.

Melanie & Curtis Suderman (Jackson, MO)
 

February 3, 2006

My thoughts and Prayers are with you Greg, Kay, Scott , and Kristy. I send my love to all of you.

Danny Hagopian (Fresno, CA)